Why You Might Have Intimacy Issues After Trauma

Disconnect after Trauma

Source: Thorpe Mayes IV

It is a myth that only sexual-abuse survivors suffer from intimacy issues. In fact, sexual-abuse survivors may not exhibit any physical intimacy issues.

However, post-traumatic intimacy issues are not uncommon. When we experience a traumatic event of any type, our body goes into physiological “survival mode”—a response which, if not completed and returned to normal regulation of the nervous system, can lead to emotional and physical intimacy issues. For example, you might be in a loving relationship, but after you experience a natural disaster, such as the recent fires in California or hurricanes in Florida, the loss of a loved one, or a car accident, you might start to wonder if you fell out of love because you now feel distant and disconnected, lack sexual desire, or even feel repulsed by touch.

The reason why you feel this way might not have anything to do with your love toward your significant other, but rather with what you went through, either recently or a long time ago. Trauma causes the body to go into survival mode—fight, flight, or freeze—at the time it occurs. These effects may linger, triggering our physiology to disburse stress hormones such as cortisol that have the side effect of making us feel disconnected and withdrawn, decreasing our connection to anyone we love. In addition, our fight-flight-or-freeze response may activate our body to be in a constant constriction and shut-down mode, not allowing us to relax enough to be intimate.

Fortunately, you can start counteracting those disconnecting stress hormones with the bonding hormone called oxytocin. You can practice simple relaxing exercises to feel more connected and to discover loving feelings again. Oxytocin fosters a sense of connection and bonding and can be activated simply by giving and receiving compliments and appreciation. Try to make it a habit to give two or three forms of appreciation a day. This can be new for you or something you already value and practice on a regular basis. Couples to whom I give this assignment in my therapy practice often say that looking for something positive to report in the evening made them focus less on the negative and more on the positive. My book Heal the Body, Heal the Mind points out that you can also increase oxytocin by "simple physical contact—warm eye contact, smiling and laughing with others, and sending loving messages to one another. All of these add ‘love fuel’ to your fire and make your relationships more juicy and loving."

In addition to withdrawal and feeling disconnected, a multitude of other trauma symptoms can interfere with a relationship. After a traumatic event, you might feel vulnerable and try to avoid emotional pain, becoming guarded and controlling. Unfortunately, those coping mechanisms can cause depression and anxiety, possibly leading you to drift further away from emotional and physical intimacy with your partner because you can’t shut down or avoid one feeling without impacting others. To feel a deep connection with others, it is important to reconnect to our own emotions and sensations.

Accessing repressed feelings and being able to manage them allows us to be in touch with our own feelings and can help us to eventually reopen our hearts to loved ones. Try to take small steps to let yourself feel, and then release the difficult and repressed negative emotions—to acknowledge and articulate them to yourself. When you are ready, share them with a trusted person. For example, you might say to yourself, “I feel lonely, sad, or anxious.” You might share these feelings with a psychotherapist at first, then a trusted loved one.

As you practice connecting with hidden emotions, you become better and better at it. In addition, as you sense your emotions, see if you can detect accompanying physical sensations such as your heartbeat, muscular constriction, or other sensations. If you do not feel comfortable expressing your emotions verbally, you can try to express them through movement, gesture, posture, art, music, or anything else. Notice how your body and emotions can calm down and/or shift when you pay attention to your sensations. It is beneficial to acknowledge emotions and be connected to sensations. Try it out: You might be surprised that with practice you feel more and more connected to yourself and, in return, with others. You can also try relaxation practices such as breathing exercises, meditation (sitting or moving), restorative yoga, or any other relaxation to counteract constriction and your body’s survival-mode tendencies.